No....nope is not enough!

2021.12.09 01:07 Word_Blerd_728 No....nope is not enough!

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2021.12.09 01:07 Available-Roof-281 I feel my life is very fated but filled with hardships one after the other, yet I feel "protected". Saturn squares my moon in Cancer, pluto opp moon and I'm in my 12H year. The last few years have been very transformative for me. I have some questions TW: death, depression, suicide, SH, SA

I feel my life is very fated but filled with hardships one after the other, yet I feel
I recently started looking at the placements and degrees of my chart. I was on a blog and it said: "...there’s an idea concerning the degrees of the planets manifesting at a particular age."
I started to use journaling as an outlet because I realized that I would feel emotions very deeply. Whenever I write things, most of the time they come true. Some examples, I wrote "I will graduate college with a 3.5 gpa or higher" and I graduated 2 years later with a 4.0. As a girl who had been in 3 other severe car accidents in my life, I had written that I will get my g1, g2, etc. even though I was traumatized by cars. I didn't get my license until I was 21 but it happened.
In my chart I have the sun at Virgo in 22 degrees, 52 minutes - the kill or be killed degree. I turned 23 this September but on July 9th(when I was 22 years old, nearing 23), I got into a very severe car accident on my way to work where I could have passed away. Hours before, I was at work working a shift until 9pm. I had smoked weed and began to journal to express my feelings. The entire journal entry was about me feeling hopeless(broke up with my boyfriend in May and continued to work with him) and feeling like I was "sinking" and "drowning". I was sobbing and my tears fell on the pages. The only words I wrote in capital letters were "I WANT TO DIE" and continued writing. Hours later the car accident happened.
A lot of factors came into play but this was the first accident I was driving in and alone. I drive this way to work every morning but I woke up late for my morning shift. I was driving and was approaching a busy intersection. There is no countdown/signal so you can't tell when the light will switch to yellow or red. The light turned yellow and instead of braking, I hit the gas even harder because I knew I could make it. Bad decision. The car turning left began their turn and next thing I know, I'm thinking, "no. no. no. they're not- this is it. this is how i die. I'm sorry God."
Next thing I know, I clench my eyes shut, metal is smashing, my car spins around, air bags go off, smoke is filling the air, and I open my eyes to my car hanging on the edge of a ditch. I quickly stirred the wheel to the left. I was fortunate because no one was killed or with deadly injuries(2 other cars were involved and written off like mine), the accident was ruled not my fault and the car saved my life. I was driving an 07 honda accord sedan and the entire front hood of the car was gone. Medical responders said if i was NOT driving an accord, I would not have survived, or I would have been severely injured. My life was saved. I am still recovering today. I still have physiotherapy I attend every week. I suffered a concussion and trauma but nothing else. The very strange fact is that after I got into my accident, I found out that a manager at my work had his friend's sister pass away at that same intersection, and if you look up the intersection on google, there are more deadly accidents at that area. Even just a few weeks ago on Nov 18th, I was driving to work at 6:35am and there was an accident at the same intersection. I strongly believe there are spiritual ties to that area.
Some questions I have are:
  1. I'm in my 12th house profection year. Do you believe my 22 degree Virgo sun (& stellium in 7H) makes me doomed in life or relationships. I assume venus in virgo is badly aspected? I have had bad luck in partnerships and I tend to end up with partners I love and hate. I have venus square pluto as well so I feel like it has been one endless cycle of me wanting to manipulate and control the partnership even subconsciously.
  2. It still hurts me to this day but I am a victim of SA and I was molested both at age 8, and 10-12. Does this have anything to do with my Scorpio Chiron at 15 degrees. Also having lilith in scorpio at 0 degrees. I feel like I was never able to express myself sexually. I also have a warped image of sex and pleasure. I also unintentionally attract a lot of men in relationships or things that are "taboo". A lot of friends I have had I thought liked me but end up hating me and are jealous of me. I have had a lot of women in friendships stab me in the back and/or their man liking me.
  3. I have a 28 degree Cancer moon and I heard that 28 degrees is a Cancer degree. Does my moon play a huge role in my life? I just found out I have my moon in the 5th house. All along I thought it was the 6th. I've grown up with a very distant mother - we are not close whatsoever. I had to mother myself growing up. This is why I really want children so I can be the mother they never had. One thing I noticed is that I see that I have intercepted houses and cancecapricorn are duplicated what does this mean?
  4. My Sag MC 15 degrees confuses me, especially with pluto there. I feel very lost. I feel like life is moving too fast and I can't keep up. Is there any advice you can give to me to push through this season of my life? How can I spark my passion for design again? How can someone with a Sag MC find the right career. I feel like I lost myself after graduating because I was so burnt out after all I had been through over those 2 years of college. I feel like I am in a hole and I can't pick myself up. I feel very anxious as well. I feel like I can be very delusional and in my head. Once I fall down, it's hard to pick myself up. It's like a mixture of perfectionism and pessimism - I am not perfect so I don't want to try because I won't be perfect.
  5. Are there any positively placed aspects and planets in my chart that show me having this "special" ability or psychic ability. I feel very lucky and blessed even though so many negative things have happened and I have now realized the importance of my words(or words in general) for good and bad.
  6. Oppositely, do I have badly placed aspects that stand out. I am aware I have a lot of squares. I feel like neptune in Capricorn at 29 degrees RX opposite my Cancer moon can be an issue but I am not sure. Does that 29 degree have significance?
  7. I'm aware I have Jupiter 23deg RX in my 1st house. How may that play out because it is retrograde? I also feel like I have a problem with drugs(weed) and prefer to not be sober. It's like I feel things better. The pain will be there but it's numbed out a little; it's a good pain. Although, I'm trying not to smoke anymore because it worsens my feeling of anxiousness. Does that have to do with my pisces rising? I have also been having waves of depression and anxiety since I was 13 when I began to self-harm. It comes and goes.
  8. I have issues with money and I see that my saturn is in the 2nd house. Is there any way I can manage it better?
  9. Are there any aspects you see that point to mental illness, anxiety, etc.? I feel so anxious all the time and I'm almost certain I have issues with my gut.
If you have read this far, THANK YOU! Even if no one replies, or I get one reply, thank you. I finally feel better getting this off my chest. :)
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2021.12.09 01:07 natelisc05 The Wrath Of Jodi Just Went Private

I was halfway through watching "The Wrath of Jodi" just minutes ago, and when I refreshed the page it said the video was private. Is this something that commonly happens with JCS videos?
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2021.12.09 01:07 -en- @Reuters: Analysis: Alibaba's e-commerce empire under threat from Douyin, Pinduoduo

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2021.12.09 01:07 MeJay5 Newbie to the game help

Hi! I’m a new player and am trying to grind without spending any real coin. What is the quickest way to get Sabretooth and the rest of the weapon X team? I already have 2 red star Wolverine
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2021.12.09 01:07 JBSpotter Kids Remember To STUDY

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2021.12.09 01:07 panquequeXD Espera, quién tomo la foto entonces?

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2021.12.09 01:07 austin_e5673 What i found on the internet

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2021.12.09 01:07 Small-Can3519 新闻跟踪:10名泰国男子被中国老板软禁在缅甸赌场,并被逼着从事诈骗活动

新闻跟踪:10名泰国男子被中国老板软禁在缅甸赌场,并被逼着从事诈骗活动 小编此前曾报道过,10月10日下午6点左右,泰国来兴府湄索县一群家长向媒体求助,称他们的孩子被骗去了缅甸赌场给中国人打工,如果想回家,就要每人支付9万泰铢的赎金。 相关阅读:10名泰国男子被中国老板软禁在缅甸赌场,并被逼着从事诈骗活动10月12日,达府湄索县警察局警官、达府湄索县第14步兵团士兵和达府移民局官员一起到湄索县Mae Ku村泰缅边境接回了14名泰国青年(13男1女),
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2021.12.09 01:07 Judgement_Bot_AITA AITA for opening my roommates package that he ordered for me?

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2021.12.09 01:07 -en- @Reuters: U.S. House passes measure clamping down on products from China's Xinjiang region

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2021.12.09 01:07 TheBestSalt1 All item room, planetarium, and angel deal items were free in my tainted keeper run

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2021.12.09 01:07 clumsin How did I get here

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2021.12.09 01:07 kalyyyk Is this normal?

Hey all, my bf just started on 10mg exactly a week ago. I’ve seen that a couple weeks of adjustment is pretty typical, however his side effects are starting to freak me out. He is not himself, barely able to explain how he feels (brain fog?), blank stares, super anxious (which normally is rare for him). He literally cannot do anything and just lies in bed all day. He cries and says things like “I wish I could just give up” which is NOT normal for him.
He does have pretty severe ADHD and is supposed to be taking Concerta at the same time, although he hasn’t been taking it since he starting the lexapro due to his anxiety. Should we go see the doctor? I’m worried that things will keep getting worse and I hate seeing him like this 💔 any advice?
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2021.12.09 01:07 justiinelife songs to stare at the ceiling to

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2021.12.09 01:07 annie_bean Sports fans who refer to their teams using "we" and "us" are sad losers

You're not on the team, dude, you're just a consumer. The sports corporation you're identifying with would sell every player on the team you pretend you're part of for the right price, and they don't care a whit about you either. You might as well refer to you and McDonalds as "us" because you pay them to get you fat
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2021.12.09 01:07 Gabriel96Eastw Shadowbanned

Am I Shadow banned?
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2021.12.09 01:07 maple_sauce69 (Ctto)

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2021.12.09 01:07 tiggerclaw Trailer for "Autumn, Autumn" [2017] directed by Jang Woo-jin

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2021.12.09 01:07 Bakedbutterbeans123 Entry 43: I purged…

So for context, I’d been struggling with bulimia for the last 2-3 years with exercise being my form of purging. This year, I’ve had health issues that have prevented me from being able to exercise like I used to. So I struggled with just binging for most of this year.
I overheard my sister vomiting in her bathroom today (apparently from “food poisoning”) whilst I was overdoing it on snacks. In that moment, I felt so repulsed by my gluttony, I needed to do something.
I went to my bathroom, prayed no one would hear me and tried to undo the damage I’d done. I didn’t get very far (I’m not great at this). But I hate how I felt a bit of a high: a sense of relief.
I’m scared of this becoming a pattern. I haven’t had it as a recurring issue in like 8 years. Ugh.
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2021.12.09 01:07 BadaB00mBabay Роман Орвелла «1984» перепишут от лица женщины. Да, да, саб - вы всё правильно прочитали. Самый известный роман-предупреждение об ужасах пропаганды будет переписан в угоду современной пропаганде.

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2021.12.09 01:07 Selenajennifertaylor Sarah Shahi -

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2021.12.09 01:07 Patient_Berry_6289 Someone was likely sitting on that one for awhile…

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2021.12.09 01:07 -en- @Reuters: Canada will join its allies in a diplomatic boycott of the 2022 Winter Olympics in Beijing to send China a message over its human rights record, Prime Minister Justin Trudeau said

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2021.12.09 01:07 Background_Tiger_840 Given up.

Hi, so basically I hadn’t prepared sufficient yet I was giving the final exam because “attempt do kya hoga fail hi toh hogey”, but when you’re not even half prepared WHY SHOULD YOU GIVE THE PAPERRRRR.
FR was apparently easy as per others but it just shattered me, couldn’t understand what the questions were asking. SFM. Better than I expected. Made a huge blunder by skimming through theory so wrote self made points.
And now audit, I just cried and howled in front of dad and mom. Didn’t touch the book the past 1.5 days. Got fever. UTI. Fatigue. In bed all day.
After all this, I am disappointed with myself, poor planning and time management. Indisciplined. Inconsistent. How do you guys cope up? Is there anyone who picked themselves up after an exam and executed a turnaround strategy?
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