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2021.12.09 02:04 angeldevilbrea Happy Holidays!

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2021.12.09 02:04 Low-Bedroom4361 Antenna question

I'm using a 4dbi Bobcat default antenna in on the 10th floor of a 30 floor building near downtown Chicago that is surrounded by several similarly sized high rises. I don't have a lot of options on where to put the miner, so I'm wondering if it's worth it to update the antenna.
There's one dude in my hex who's earning ~4x while being relayed (I'm not relayed). He's got a Calchip miner according to the helium explorer, and it's got a 1.2dbi antenna registered on it, but I think that's just the default value? We've both got a transmit scale of around 0.7.
Anyone got any tips on whether there's benefit to upgrading the antenna? My 1.2 HNT/mo is very measly and it makes me sad.
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2021.12.09 02:04 GHRESSF4638 Better Pop Album: RHCP’s Californication (1999) or Cher’s Believe (1998)?

Which classic album do you think is better and why? What album DO YOU PERSONALLY PREFER?
View Poll
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2021.12.09 02:04 trouzy Sad to say that this wasn’t long ago

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2021.12.09 02:04 linkthefirescurator Lil Unky "Remember Me" ft. Playboi Carti all snippets

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2021.12.09 02:04 __psy__ch0__ Only the difference is an "a"

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2021.12.09 02:04 SneakyJesi Can't decide which therapist to go with...

I've had a therapist for 6 months and I'm absolutely attached. He helped diagnose my DID (although not "on paper" I suppose) and supported me through some suicidal episodes and has generally been awesome. He's a very psychodynamic therapist who does have some experience with DID but not his primary focus.. he doesn't do a lot of structure in sessions or homework or goal setting (doesn't really talk about CBT or DBT) but he hasn't needed to either as I'm pretty driven all on my own and have a fair amt of coping skills already.
Flash forward to about a couple months ago I had a pretty triggering episode and I couldn't get ahold of him for a few days. And in this low moment, one of my parts felt incredibly abandoned and canceled all my sessions and reached out to a diff therapist all together. A trauma/DID specialist. I've met w/ her a few times and she also formally diagnosed DID via the MID assessment.
Since then I've repaired the rupture with first T.. and our relationship is even stronger now. I was up front to both therapists about having another one and trying to figure out what modality works best for me. I have some friends from a trauma support group who encourage me to move on to someone more specialized...but i feel zero connection with this new therapist. She's fine, but some of my parts straight up hate her. lol I do wonder if gender plays a role... but that's another topic...
So I'm stuck. I don't know if I should stay the course with first T or move on to new T? I've made amazing strides in the 6 months I've been seeing the first T - even the new T was thoroughly impressed.. she even asked if I "actually needed her help?" lol. Part of me wants to do deeper trauma work w/ new therapist who also is certified in EMDR (unlike first T)... and continue to do general talk therapy (my brother recently passed away) with first T... but I'm not sure it makes sense to compartmentalize my therapy like that...not to mention expensive to go to both (I suppose if I did every other week maybe?)
I'm so torn, any thoughts would be appreciated
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2021.12.09 02:04 idawahteam Is it Permissible to Use Credit Card? - Dr Zakir Naik

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2021.12.09 02:04 Psychological-Gap484 Question request

I (14M) want to have a conversation with my friend (14F) where we just ask each other a bunch of questions. However, we both know each other pretty well and go to the same school and live in the same small town, so there aren't many questions I can think to ask (and vice versa). Give me any for her to ask me and/or me to ask her.
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2021.12.09 02:04 Erichipwoodstan69420 Any tips for upgrading CPU and Motherboard?

I am planning on upgrading my current PC system from a 3600/b450 tomahawk max to a 3700x/Asus TUF GAMING X570 ( I am also going to be adding another SSD if this is important).
I would like to know: Does anyone here have any advice/tips for me regarding this upgrade? Is there anything I should look out foavoid doing in the process of upgrading? Any help is greatly appreciated :)
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2021.12.09 02:04 alexius339 which droogs give you the best mordhau experience?

not even fkn around im genuinely curious
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2021.12.09 02:04 MrEuphoricNeed When do you usually activate PvP? What level where you when you started?

I’m a newbie newb started a few days back. lvl 18 building a tank class running WH and Hatchet and was wondering when is a good point to PvP? Is it just an end game pleasure?
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2021.12.09 02:04 thedinofries dinofries - spacedust

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2021.12.09 02:04 SE_to_NW Toomas Hendrik Ilves on why liberal democracy matters: Authoritarians deliver fast results but repress individual freedoms and the rule of law that a just society requires, says a former president of Estonia

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2021.12.09 02:04 sneakyveriniki Just Utah things: was anyone else SHOCKED when the characters in iCarly actually said "Oh my God"?

Lmao I vividly remember being so taken aback when I heard this.
Saying "Oh my God" was considered worse than almost any swear word by my parents, like saying "shit" or "ass" wasn't nearly as bad.
I think this may be a Mormon idiosyncracy?
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2021.12.09 02:04 Ferns2403 LF lucky eggs

FT Evolution stones, heart scales, HA Chimchar, HA Gible, HA Smergal, Magmaizer
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2021.12.09 02:04 DuctTape_Mechanic Made a tailgate ajar/open sensor that works with the preexisting door ajar system of my Ford Ranger! No more driving off with the tailgate open!

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2021.12.09 02:04 bussyboyliveson Friend shared this. So true, bestie

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2021.12.09 02:04 Charlenemc Christmas shirts

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2021.12.09 02:04 SwampertandAnime Support the Donald! We all remember the great meme war of 2016

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2021.12.09 02:04 wutato My foster Riki. He was a lil rough when he came off the streets but he's just a pretty boy now

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2021.12.09 02:04 Smashinationprp Disney revival ranked.

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2021.12.09 02:04 ComfortableLack8771 Getting it all off my chest TW: basically everything

This is gonna be a long one. Gonna preface this with saying I have narcissism problems and idk how much that changes my perception of past events. If I could be selfish and narcissistic one time in this post it would, ironically, be to apologize. I'm sorry to everyone that part of me has hurt, I hate him just as much as you do. I don't want to be a problem anymore. About halfway through writing the post and I want to add up here the my actions are not excused. I have a lifetime of acting like a vindictive, manipulative narcissist and whatever has happened to me doesn't excuse that
Talking about events that permanently changed my life, this is gonna be long and heavy
I was never normal. I remember self harming before I was school aged, headbanging. I also distinctly remember playing with a dead bird not understanding it was dead, I think thats when what death is hit me and that's traumatic for any child.
Not that I blame my parents for not really knowing how to raise a child but it was also from my earliest age that my socializing problems began. My first time interacting with another kid my age for more than 20 minutes was my first day of school. It's really hard for me to accept that not only was I poorly socialized, I was outright not socialized at all. My mom thought socializing a kid meant teaching them acceptable public behavior, I learned "please" and "thank you" but not "what's your name" or "do you want to play". I think she expected that to come naturally to me but it didn't. I knew how to be a good kid but not a kid.
I distinctly remember the first time I really felt my social difficulties. In my first year of school I somehow told the teacher I didn't feel liked and the teacher told the kids who liked me to raise their hands, which most did. I remember thinking something along the lines of "then why doesn't it feel like it, why can't I find a way to play with you" if that explains how Early I had definitive social issues
My mom also gave me "the talk", taught me Freud, and taught me about periods and showed me used tampons when I was about 4.
Near the end of my first year of school my parents told me they broke up. My dad was my primary caretaker up to that point because of disability and my mom worked so mom and I moved out that summer. I went from spending the overwhelming majority of my time with my dad to not seeing him for about a year. Absolutely decimated me. Eventually I would see dad for a weekend sometimes and stuff like that and every time he would leave again I would cry for hours. Every time he left was like leaving for the first time again.
After dad left I was really fucked up. I was oversensitive and cried really easily because I was missing the safety of a father and the attention of a primary caregiver. This plus being physically different (short, big ears) made me a prime candidate for bullying. I don't really remember how it started but it doesn't matter. By a month into my first grade year I was neck deep in misery. Kids would do whatever they could to make me cry and then make fun of me for crying, of course this included hitting me. I hit someone back one time and the school counselor told me that if I did it again my mother who worked in the school district I went to would get in just as much trouble. From that point on I didn't fight back and the more people could recognize they could get away with the more they did. It's really hard to like kids when the first thing that pops into your head is a group of 7 year olds stomping on one of their own for no reason other than they can. During this time started self harming daily, which I would do until around my 18th birthday, and having suicidal thoughts. I still have those for hours a day.
My home situation at this time was living in a house by myself with my mom. Our relationship is/was really weird. Of course being a full time working parent it's impossible to be the complete package, I don't blame her for her mistakes. She would get really busy with work/get depressed and she wouldn't leave her room for what felt like weeks. There weren't any other kids in my neighborhood and even if there were I wasn't allowed to leave the yard. Mom was incredibly overprotective as I'm an only child yet pregnancy number 3, which was an incredibly difficult one. When she was in her room grading papers or in bed depressed all there was for me to do was solo activities. Pretty much all I did for my entire life up until this point is video games, YouTube, reading, stuff like that. If I wanted to hang out with a friend after school she would need a meeting with parents, what are we doing, when will it be done, and I didn't want to deal with it. As a kid I never had more than 2 friends and saw people outside of school maybe 1-2 times a month. Despite what I say, I was incredibly dependent on my mom beyond normal kid stuff. Our relationship was a mix of codependency and neglection. Sometimes she would take me on "dates" where we would dress up nice and go to dinners and stuff like that so I think there was emotional incest happening too. Worth mentioning that I'm almost exclusively attracted to women in the age range my mom was in during this time
After that awful first grade year I was ruined. The slightest provocation sent me into a complete meltdown, rampant screaming and headbanging. Looking back I think it was some kind of PTSD because my meltdowns came from feeling ashamed or feeling like I was going to be attacked the way I was the year before. From 2nd grade-6th grade my mom had me in therapy and on anxiety meds. You can imagine what a xanaxed out 10 year old is like.
From 2nd-5th grade things were at least stable, I think I got somewhat better. I was a recluse though. The only things I did were watch Minecraft YouTube and play video games, absolutely nothing else.
Just remembered another traumatic story actually. My first time going down the YouTube rabbit hole I was 8. It started with dog videos, then In memoriam videos for dogs, then in memoriam videos for babies and stillbirths. Yeah that was very distinctly traumatic
In the summer between 5th and 6th grade my mom and I moved into her bfs house. It's in the country so I was even more isolated. I didn't get along with my stepdad. He's a boomer parent, high expectations and higher volume. Whenever I didn't do something or didn't do it right I was yelled at which sent me into an episode which would in turn only make things worse. By my 13th birthday I didn't really leave my room anymore other than for school. Whenever I was called out of my room my default response would be "what did I do this time" at which point my mom would get annoyed at me for being so negative as my stepdad told me what I did wrong. I was still helping my mom take care of herself as I still do as my stepdad basically says "handle it yourself". When I was 13 or 14 I left a food wrapper out of a small spill on the counter or something and he yelled at me "it's supposed to be like you were never here" and I was permanently different after that. I couldn't look up from the floor for years
School was whatever from for a while. During all of this I was also one of the slipping "gifted" kids, never learning how to work hard and thus grades slowly slipping as I don't study. I hated school and was absolutely miserable there but it wasn't specifically bad until my 8th grade year when the bullying started again, this time by just 1 guy and his sidekick as well as a group of girls. The guys would grab my sides, pull my hair, kick me down flights of stairs etc. One of them burnt me to the bone between my left index and middle knuckles. The girls were in my gym class and would try to rip my shirt off (I was overweight) and touch me inappropriately as well as "accidentally" just so happening to hit me with a basketball or other painful ass thing to be hit with at a high velocity pretty much every day. They also spread rumors I was gay which ruined any potential shot I might've had at dating in HS.
Now for the thing I've never told anyone. I haven't even gone through the full memory since it happened. When I was 12-13 I was molested by a family member. He was 16-17. It started when he was sleeping over at my house and my mom and stepdad were gone. He had me come into my bedroom and had me close the door. He exposed himself and told me to. I didn't want to but he was like 2 feet taller than me so I didn't have a choice in my mind. He touched me for a couple minutes and then the situation broke up, I don't really remember how. Later that night he exposed himself again and said that he knew what he did was wrong and he needed to be punished and told me to kick him. I said no and he made me afraid of violence so I did. He told me to do it again with no sock and I again said no and was pushed into it. I think he knew any more would've been too much. I've never told anyone up until now. Never going to tell the family, we've lost enough.
I started drinking after that happened and started smoking weed at 14. Quit the drinking habit but I'm still a heavy pothead. I actually managed to have a group of friends in my freshman year of HS but it fell apart. The summer between my sophomore and junior year I didn't go outside or talk to anyone but mom and stepdad for about 50 days.
I'm 19 and don't know how to function. I don't know how to work hard, make connections, maintain contact with people, have never dated, can barely hold a job, and I still live in that fucking house in the country getting yelled at all the time.
Idrk what else I'd have to get off my chest. If you made it this far ty, it's nice to be listened to. :) Idk if this is narcissism so please don't feel pressured to but if I'm someone you would like to talk to feel free to message me or comment
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2021.12.09 02:04 Ok_Shoulder2052 Why is my mom’s soup bubbling?

My mother made a chicken noodle soup with drop noodles yesterday. We believe it was stored properly overnight, though it sat out for over an hour to cool before we put it in the fridge. Today, she pulled it out from the fridge and put it to a low boil around 5pm. Around 8pm she took it off the burner to cool, and we noticed it was still bubbling. The pot is a tad warm, but would not burn you to touch. But even after stirring, it continues to bubble like it’s fermented or something. My mom is starting to show symptoms of food poising (though she convinces herself of illness often, so won’t believe it unless it continues into tomorrow). Honestly it looks like a yeast reaction, but it was boiling for hours! Also, it smells like Parmesan? It’s literally a plain chicken broth. Definitely no cheese.
Has anyone seen this before? We make this soup weekly and it’s never done this.
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